Kicking myself in the groin

Some people have been kicking me in the *bleep* recently due to my emotional state of mine recently to try to kill me cheer me up wake me up. Thanks guys whoever you are. I had been under a lot A LOT of shit lately and it all came crashing down on new years eve. An irony? I know. Exams, work, assignment, stupidity of some people around me, together with parts of my social life had played a part in screwing with me so if I’ve acted, behave, said or done some really silly stupid thing during that period of time. I apologize. Heck, I even had exams after that whole fiasco but thanks to a few especially my sis who help me pull through it…by giving me a good wake up call by giving me a mental slap.

I could write what she said but I’m too tired too but it hit a bell. She was right. Ever since I was little I was hardly praise or even appreciated for what I’ve done and it made an impact on my psyche. If fact it made me work even harder, to do my best and to give my all in whatever I was doing to change it but no matter how hard I try deep down I still felt like before. I realized that its now time for me to get my groove life the way it was meant to be. It was all in my head. I’ll do what I want and I never take no for an answer. I’m no longer gonna take things lying down. I’m never the sort of person to like taking a beating lying down anyways.

I’m gonna take this short break to clear my head and relax. Therefore, I’m gonna start writing again!(Wee~~~! All 10 of my readers can now rejoice!!!) I’ll need to redo a few post but it will be up soon so stay tune.

By the way, to those who do not like me because I’m too fucking EPIC/AWESOME….

FUCK YOU!!!!!!! (now how’s that for some self confidence? XD)