Off my mind…

Maybe I’m too pushy sometimes. I dunno. A little too agressive in my actions or a little over the top at times. I fumble my words too from time to time. But hey, nobody’s perfect and I have to admit I’m NOT perfect. I might not be the smartest guy you know or the best looking, or the tallest or even the greatest even. All I can say that I am who I am. A honest person. I try not to lie but if I do it is only for 2 reasons and which one is for survival and the other is to protect those who are dearest to me.

Still being just myself people sometimes look at me like some weird being trying to devour them or something. I have no ill will or bad intentions against anyone. In fact, what I would really love to do at most times is to curl up in my room and not go out but as I have made a promise to myself to go out and meet new and interesting people that is what I will do and what I must do. No single living being can stand being alone.

Even though socialising is a difficult thing to do at times but it must be done not for others but for myself. Even if I’m not accepted in the eyes of society for being who I am and I’m not conforming to their interest or image then so be it. Cause if they can’t scratch the surface to see the truth then its their lost.